penis envy

“penis envy: the supposed wish of a girl or woman to have a penis, postulated by sigmund freud as a cause of feelings of inferiority and psychic.”

[i don’t agree with sigmund freud in his theories that not having a penis leads a girl to feel inferior.  i don’t consider men superior.  even men have feelings of inferiority - so this feeling is not born or superior or inferiority.  there are other societal influences that cause this in both men and women.]

for me penis envy means: wishing or wondering about what it would be like to have a penis at some point during our [female] lives.  have you ever wondered or wished this?  i have.

i have thought about what it would be like to wake up in a male body and have this thing dangling between my legs.  the first thing i’d do is grab it to see what all the fascination is.  of course grabbing it would make it hard which would feel good so i’d continue to play with the thing.  it would be an interesting feeling having an orgasm as a man.  i think once having experienced an orgasm as a man i’d have more understanding for the male drive towards having an orgasm.  then again, having been in male body for a day i would probably also get an idea about what it mentally feels like for a man, and would probably find out what it feels like to have pent up emotions that i can’t get out – with noone to talk to – thus creating an even bigger desire for orgasms in order to feel good.  i guess.  this is obviously all supposition on my [female] part.

i image if I was in a male body for a day i would probably play with my penis as much as possible.  i would want to know what scrotum feel like, how hard i can touch them before they feel discomfort.  what stroking the penis feels like.  what having a shower with my penis feels like, soaping it up and all that.  maybe even find out what it feels like to be spent because i blew so often.  not to mention what it feels like after blowing and feeling how hard it is to become erect again.  how sore the penis would get from being played with too often.

i would be walking around adjusting myself and seeing what that feels like.  hanging to the left, to the right, in the middle, up, down, side to side.  i’d scratch myself and rub and generally be very curious and hands on with the thing.  there is a lot to explore in one day.

one thing i couldn’t do is have sex with my penis because i would be a girl in a man’s body.  a girl who is not sexually attracted to other girls so the idea of kissing and touching and having sex with another female [even in a man’s body] doesn’t interest me.  i’m not interested in what the inside of a vagina feels like.  i just want to know all about the penis and what it’s like to touch it and have one!

penis envy

Yes I have wondered what it would be like to be a man with a penis.  I have thought it would be fun to spend a day in a man’s body playing with his penis all day long.